Hey guys!
Sorry I haven’t been able to make it the last two weeks. It’s been really rough for me on multiple levels. Some bad grades, lack of time with God, lack of time in the word, lack of real rest. And just generally failing at every instance possible to resist red, fight for blue, and do kingdom work. All the stories and emails going around about Alyssa and other stuff has reinforced the dryness in my life over the last two weeks. Anyway though…..
What few thoughts, prayers, and conversations I have had lately have been really pulling towards the idea of trust. While trust is often lumped in with traditional Christian values like love, joy, hope, patience, etc., I can’t find it anywhere in scripture as a Biblical attribute. Not that it isn’t a good thing, but I don’t exactly know where it exactly is supposed to fit in. Let me explain.
Let’s say I have a friend who is chasing this girl who I am convinced is nothing, and I mean nothing, but trouble. She is already dating somebody, but continues to lead him on and pull him into this pseudo-affair like friend-lationship. She has made it clear that she does not like us, his close friends, and persists in behavior that is devious and manipulative at the very least. As a friend and brother, I want to call him out and tell him that this thing he’s pursuing is a dead-end and will not work out well. However, what about trust? Do I trust his judgement and believe that he knows his life better than I do? After all, how can I tell him that he’s making a mistake there when I am equally liable to make a similar mistake and have done so on several occasions? Why should my judgement supercede his? I was always taught to confront fellow believers with scripture, but I can’t find anything un-Biblical that’s going on! The closest thing I have to Biblical evidence is a correlation in my mind between her and the Lady Folly of proverbs.
Or take this, another friend of mine is dating some guy who I am also convinced is bad news (less so than Satan’s mistress of above, but still not good. I realize that’s not the most loving thing to say of her, but honestly, she’s a master of luring guys in and she knows it). While I can’t say for certain that this person has bad intentions, I can’t get over this doubt in my mind. I’ve heard some reports about him that I can’t say for certain are true, but it’s enough for me to at least take it seriously. However, I can’t decide if her judgement should be respected as a fellow Christian and I should trust her as such, or if it’s my duty as a Christian brother to voice my thoughts. I keep on thinking that her choice is being influenced and her judgement is clouded, but then catching myself and thinking that it’s either not my place or that my judgement is being affected by my own personal thoughts and experiences.
Or how about this. A friend on the hall has become really distant lately and hasn’t been around nearly as much as in the past. At first we thought he was just busy, but oftentimes he’s actually on the hall, but in his room with the door closed. He doesn’t really address the issue when we ask him about it and usually says he doing fine and so on and so forth. However, I want to trust this guy just because I’ve gotten to know him and respect him as a quality guy. But in the back of my mind, I really don’t think I trust him when he says he’s doing fine and nothing is up.
What are your thoughts guys? Is this a problem with me being distrustful? Is that a flaw I need to work on? Am I supposed to take people at their word? To trust them when they say they know what they’re doing? Or is this mistrust there for good reasons? Is it good to doubt what people say to keep them in check? But how can I even know whether the mistrust is with good cause? How can I say in my mind that my judgement of this person or this relationship is clearer than anyone else’s? But at the same time, is it not part of our job as fellow believers to point out to our brothers and sisters where they are failing and where they are making mistakes?
Love Always,
James